Exploding Heart.

I've been in Denmark now for a little over a week. Let me tell you it's be so emotionally draining. There is so much in my past I want to forget, hurtful moments that I would never want to live through again, and yet my past has flooded back into my life. I find writing to be very helpful but at the same time I find myself becoming so vulnerable. Everything I write is always honest, so I guess they're right when they say the truth always hurts. want to be strong even though my heart feels weak and at times lonely. I just have to remember that I have loved ones  I just  at home waiting for me and ones in Tennessee patiently waiting for me as well.
On a happy note I'm really writing some great stuff. I feel like when I'm done writing a song, even though its hard emotionally, after I'm done writing with it....the bad memory can finally have its closure. The whole European vibe is totally my style! John Gordon and I came up with this really funky tune that I really dig...and the hook is so catchy!!  I also had the chance to write a song for my Mom, which is really special to me. I'm not even sure if she'll realize its about her....we'll see. :-)

I really love working loooong days lasting up to14 hours, but it tends to do a job on my back. I needed to relax the other day in my flat, but of course no bath tub!! Just when I thought I ran out of luck...I found a blue baby bath tub in the closet. Yes. I did the unthinkable and filled it with hot water and laid in it. I have to say it was a little weird at first, but after three days of bathing in it, I think its pretty relaxing. haha!

More news to come...

XOXO
Sarah

My heart was like this disco ball...exploding with pain, hate, and hurt. It's finally over. (Wonderful and amazing photo taken by Miss Samantha Seddon. I just love her.)